July 2009
1 post
Watchin Step Up 2 Hey for dinner.. we are having BREAKFAST!!!
May 2009
2 posts
Travis… it is good to have you back on here kind of a surprise!
travie:
Me and my little cousin Q, Peep his “RAP” face……PRICELESS!!!
April 2009
25 posts
struggling is hard
Hard to struggle but I am adjusting… Cannot live a fabulous lifestyle but would love to have it! Ha, who wouldn’t…I want to give my children a easy life but with an easy life comes the birth of brats…. which I cannot tolerate HA! So…. what is the best way to raise a child? How can you discipline a child when both parents are different. UGH! I love my man and he is...
Susan Boyle! OMG! WATCH NOW! →
Britain’s Got Talent… Watch the judges and see their facial reactions to this 47 year old lady who sings a song from Les Miserables… She”s hip and you have to watch… listen to the crowds and watch this tween cunt smug her! But the best is when she sings!
May 2 - Pacman Vs. Hitman fight of the year!
So… Pacquiao vvs. Hatton on May 2…. I am so excited b/c I love both fighters and I am torn between to great fighters and am not sure who to root for… so, I think I will root for both.
Pacman is a quick short flip who has such charisma and style when fighting and then there is Hitman Hatton! He is just hot! But quick as well and also a hard puncher…
So, I just cannot wait...
NEED UNIVERSAL HEALTHCARE NOW!
So… watching Sicko again by Michael Moore and yes… need universal healthcare! Fuck our government that thinks it is wrong and such a wasteful idea… but only those who have always worked with healthcare and can afford the glamorous life don’t care.
Feel like failing
So it’s April and I was laid off in October. I feel kinda, I dunno.. hopeless b/c I have not found a job, not even my career and it is so frustrating b/c I obviously am not good enough or have too much experience. I have applied to so many jobs that I have experience in and I get so much praise for my resume but man… I never get a call back.
I know I am doing something wrong, just...
Ebates! The real deal to save money and get money →
I do a lot of shopping online and go through Ebates and I really do get a check from them for buying through their site and get money for shopping… so come winter holiday with all the xmas shopping and stuff, try it out! You will get a check! I swear
Hey… I’m bored and love my retard pose! haha first video EVA!
digging for gold?!!
Okay… tomorrow is garbage day and guess what I was digging for gold, kitty gold that is and FUCK! that pussy pisses and shits all over the effing litter… barf…
I got the kids doing the dishes… and they just lag and complain… it has been thirty minutes and there are only two (2), TWO dishes, small cups actually that are clean. This is gonna take all night wait till...
March 2009
5 posts
what's the best NAIL SALON in San Jose, CA?!! looking for a kick ass nail salon that can design the hell out of my nails without the bs flowers
nocturnal
I am up and been up since 5am, fell asleep at 2 and am wide awake. I can’t sleep b/c I had a migraine all day yesterday and now I am wide awake b/c I took cat naps all day yesterday trying to rid myself of my swelling head. I cannot believe how time flies when I am watching videos… I think on of my faves is the one with justin timberlake with beyonce on SNL
i just want to sleep...
FUCK THIS SHIT
I hate how this whole fucking economy is. FUCK this and all this crap
PREGNANCY with those who CANNOT SUPPORT themselves
So… what fucking erks me is that there are WOMEN out there who have children for what reason?! There are people I personally know that have kids, live on the system and just abuse the hell out of it. this one girl is like octo mom… she is a crack addict, has 7 kids and just annoying to know that she cannot support them and herself. I found out she lives in a tent… WTF! There is...
Still no jobs
Still hard to find a job. Cannot find anything at all and I am struggling. Someone help!!!!!!!!’
February 2009
7 posts
Hello and what can I do
You know what sucks... sitting at home looking for work and hoping someone will say, "hey i like your background, you want to work with me?!" I hate struggling. I cannot fathom the fact that at this moment we are literally in survivor mode. With no money coming in, benefits coming to an end, our children are here and we cannot do anything... why does this have to happen. Why can't there be some sort of miracle to where bam... we have a steady career that will not leave us in limbo. Everyone has their highs and lows in life and at this moment, we are definitely at our lowest point in life and do not know how long it will last. I am afraid to know what will happen and hope, "HOPE" that one of us will find something and get a job.
Laid off again
This is one of the worse economies ever. I cannot believe we are both laid off and we are just struggling as is. I cannot handle this. I do not think anyone can. I wish that the lrd has something in store of us. I am not religious but damn… shit like this makes me religious yah know. I am just so stressed out. I fucking hate this. I hate this so much. I hope that I find something. Something...
I am boring
So I am sitting on my booty just watching this movie called Epic movie… I love Kal Penn, he is so funny. He make me laugh… ,
As you know I have no life. I sit at home, especially this week since kids got no school, and do nothing. I have no motivation to get out. It is raining a lot here. So I have been in touch with with Travie. I like having him as a friend, he is great. Even...
Sing Loud, Proud, and Strong
Sing it loud
Sing it loud
Where it floats through the crowd
Your fat mouth is heard
Your voice carried all your words
Sing it loud
So fucking loud
I cannot stand your tone
You are out of tune
Can’t wait to go into my room
Sing it loud
Fucking loud
Now I cannot hear your voice
I have disappeared to my room
In my perfectly safe room, far away from you
I still, through the walls,...
January 2009
10 posts
The WORLD will STAND STILL
Today I am watching the Inauguration of our 44th President, Barak Obama. I believe at this moment, everyone in the world is watching this historic moment take place. No one has though this could ever happen. We never thought our country would take this so well and that this day will ever come. Within 5 minutes from now, that I am writing, our President will be Barak Obama, not a white guy, but...
TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY!
As I sit watching television, I am amazed to see the crowds gathered in Washington D.C. witnessing history in the making. Our new President Obama! Today is the best day and I am glad that our people is ready for change, no longer quaker-white americans will hold presidency, Anyone born as an American is capable of becoming the President of the United States.
Lord, please watch over him and his...
FORGET HER..... or try too
Broken Hearts SUCK
There are so many things that suck in life… getting your heart stabbed, broken, and ripped to pieces is one of them. That empty pit in your stomach, those nights before you fall asleep… the rambling thoughts, those tears that start trickling down your face because where ever you look, you are reminded of that person. Where ever you are, there is something...
Time to say goodbye translation:
When Im alone
I dream on the horizon
And...
– Time To Say GoodBye song Andrea Bocelli
Optional
I am surrounded by this vibration
Nothing in my life is steady
My belly is in pain as my mouth salivates over the shit you made
I am lost with nothing
I am blank
Paint your pittifull words on my canvas
Fuck the shit outta me to where I lay dazed, motionless
I am a drone
VENTING OUT!
So I feel fucking betrayed by my own husband. We have three kids between the ages of 9 and 6. His kids are the two oldest, boy 9, girl 7. The 9 y/o boy knows the parental lock to our tv b/c his father told him and kept it from me.
NOW, is it right to not tell them the code from now on?! It makes me frustrated b/c they kept that shit a secret, from me. I know that I am too paranoid, but I do not...
Just watched VH1 about Katy and Travie
So I think that old news sucks. I just saw the VJ say that Katy and Travie are engaged but then not… Which is old news and they should just remember to remove shit like that off their broadcasts… um… haven’t they kept up with all the hoopla lately?